If I did not have to worry about how I’m going to die, I could focus on the days I have left to live — and they are not many.
In January 2022, I learned I have a fast-growing, rare, terminal form of cancer called high-grade neuroendocrine carcinoma.
Five rounds of chemotherapy left me feeling like hell. Last May, my fourth line of treatment stopped working. In June, I found a trial that specialized in treating my type of cancer. For months, I endured another onslaught of side effects.
Now, three years after my diagnosis, doctors say that the cancer might have spread to my brain. I continue to do all I can, but the bottom line is, I am dying. There is no stopping my cancer.
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I don’t want to die. I’m living as active a life as I can, cherishing the time I have with my wife and family. But when my time comes, I want the option to take prescription medication so that I can die peacefully, in my own bed, with my loved ones by my side, comforting me.
Unfortunately, this option is not available in Illinois. So I am spending my last days advocating with the Illinois End-of-Life Options Coalition to urge our lawmakers to pass the End of Life Options for Terminally Ill Patients Act — Senate Bill 9.
I have lived in Illinois for my whole life. All my family live in Illinois. I have thought about moving to Oregon, the first state to implement a medical aid-in-dying law in 1997, but there is no way I would actually do it, even if I had the energy, resources and time to find a new place to live and new physicians willing to participate in the law. I want to be with my family and friends for however many days I have left.
I did not choose to have this terminal cancer, but I believe I should have a say in how I spend my last days. Members of the Legislature, I urge you to listen to my story and put yourselves in my shoes. I beg you to give me a chance to die peacefully by passing this bill — now.
Deb Robertson, Lombard
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